En una determinada etapa de mi vida no entendía por que seguía viviendo. La constante convivencia con mi mente me parecía insoportable. Todas las cosas que pasaban en mi casa eran culpa mía. Todo lo que les pasaba a las personas que amaba también era mi culpa. Toda mi vida fue culpa.
Culpa por el simple hecho de nacer, de respirar, de seguir viva, de ser como era, de todo lo que me paso.
Mi vida no tenia rumbo, sentido ni por que. Todo el tiempo que pasaba a solas -y era mucho- me preguntaba que beneficio hacia al vivir.
Y ahí llegaba la realidad, que me decía al oído despacio que estaba de mas en este mundo..
Entonces comencé a eliminarme, a mutilarme, a hacerme mal.
Me aferre a mi gilette, al alcohol, a Ana, a Mía. Al filo puntiagudo del compás, a las pastillas, a las agujas y a el cigarrillo.
Todo era con el afán y el propósito de dar fin a mi innecesaria vida.
jueves, 29 de abril de 2010
lunes, 26 de abril de 2010
miércoles, 21 de abril de 2010
DANCER IN THE DARK.
Fate lies ahead
Like the Sun will Rise
The light has been gone
Far to long from your eyes
But you never changed
Never played your part
And you have erased
All the fear from your heart
AND TRIED TO FORGET
The light in your eyes is fading out
Nights falling deeper in the heart
HIDING THE TRUTH AND CRUSHING DOWN
My baby's a dancer in the dark
You've seen it all
You dont mind going blind
You've seen it all
All the wonders of life
Run to your boy
Dont conceal your scars
Run to your boy
And let him feel your love
Before it's too late
The light in your eyes keeps fading out
Nights falling deeper in the heart
Hiding the truth and crashing down
My baby's a dancer in the dark
Your sight is dying but you keep on trying to save your boy
You keep on lying but your false illusions will be destroyed
You heard it calling, but you turned your face, never played your part
You heard it singing, BUT YOU DANCED AWAY LIKE A FALLING STAR
Like the Sun will Rise
The light has been gone
Far to long from your eyes
But you never changed
Never played your part
And you have erased
All the fear from your heart
AND TRIED TO FORGET
The light in your eyes is fading out
Nights falling deeper in the heart
HIDING THE TRUTH AND CRUSHING DOWN
My baby's a dancer in the dark
You've seen it all
You dont mind going blind
You've seen it all
All the wonders of life
Run to your boy
Dont conceal your scars
Run to your boy
And let him feel your love
Before it's too late
The light in your eyes keeps fading out
Nights falling deeper in the heart
Hiding the truth and crashing down
My baby's a dancer in the dark
Your sight is dying but you keep on trying to save your boy
You keep on lying but your false illusions will be destroyed
You heard it calling, but you turned your face, never played your part
You heard it singing, BUT YOU DANCED AWAY LIKE A FALLING STAR
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